Shocker: Farrah Abraham says her 'sex tape' (aka porn) ruined her life

farrah-abraham-regrets-her-sex-tape-with-james-deen.jpgHere's a life lesson from "Teen Mom"-turned-tabloid fixture Farrah Abraham that you probably should have learned simply by possessing some semblance of common sense: don't make porno --oh, sorry, a "sex tape" -- with a well-known porn star and then sell it online after it "leaks to the public" -- because you will definitely regret it.

Although it got Abraham the headlines she clearly craves, the reality star now says she totally regrets doing it. "It made it hard to have friends and a private life and to trust family, who I feel use me for money," she tells In Touch. "If I went back in time, I would not have done it. The sex tape ruined my life."

Regardless of whether Abraham released the tape on purpose or not, she's still uncomfortable with strangers knowing about her, um, intimate life with porn star James Deen documented in "Back Door Teen Mom." "Knowing my sex tape was out there for everyone in the world to see ... was overwhelming," she tells In Touch. "I wanted to hide my face and not go out or pick up my phone."

Abraham also denies that she staged her relationship with DJ Brian Dawe as a way to be cast on VH1's "Couples Therapy." Dawe recently claimed that Abraham recruited him to be her boyfriend on the reality show, but Abraham tells In Touch that they were actually dating. "He abandoned me," she says.
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